i haven’t written in this in a while. so, might as well do a little catch up, just so i can sweep up the memories of july and be open to more memories in august. (oh no! august already?!)
so i’m finally licensed, which means chauffeur for my mom and dad. oh goodie. haha, i haven’t even driven by myself yet, which was kinda the point of me wanting to get my license now. oh well. it would help if i had a car. so, its the time for saving, now isn’t it?
i saw hairspray with the lovely ronnell, one of the few people i see during the summer. (yay!) watching an AMAZING movie (yes i highly recommend watching it) with an equally amazing person (even if the only reason she wanted to see it was zac efron, oh geez. hahah. ) is quite fun. :]
now since i have been playing chauffeur, we ahve been taking more trips to LA, since my mom doesn’t tire from the ride up or down at my expense. small praice to pay to spend time with my lovely cousins :] deng them for living two hours away. oh well, shopping with them for a few hours and drinking boba at lola’s house is all worth it :]
thank goodness for the go sisters, or else i would have never been able to keep up with the 5:40 wake-ups to go running at penn field. i’m slowly getting more stamina, but very slowly, haha. i’ve lost 2 pounds so far, and im still losing, so maybe by the first day, i can keep up with the td ensemble kids. woo!
i’ve also seen andrea and some of the other L7 peeps at where else but comic con! what an interesting experience. i’ve never had so much fun volunteering. seeing the wierd people (and the moores! and eduardo!) is very entertaining and awesome as well. :]
hmm so that’s the end of my july. its time to move on to august, for more birthdays, project runway (i think, haha.), more trips to LA, and other summer activities.
woo august!
so, i miss people.
i miss anthony, who i didn’t see for alot of the school year, and now, never because of the summer. i miss my cousins in LA, even if i did see them this weekend. i miss the moores, cuz all of them are too funny, and i need me some jack time. i dont really miss ronnell, i see her a good amount and talk to her like alot, i love her for that. i miss kat, since the only time we talk is on aim when possible, and texting. haha, technology. i miss nikita, since its fun laughing at random crap with her talking guy talk all the time. i miss the rest of L7, cuz lunches arent the same. i miss diana, we havent gone on an all day adventure yet, oh poo. i miss monica, since shes been off traveling who knows where and seeing giant jelly beans. i miss modern, cuz all of them are gone next year. imma see andrea fersure next week, so im cool with that. i see angeline and janika and annamarie every morning, which is just dandy.i miss mark w, cuz i had a chance to hang with that kid, but didnt pull through. my girl cloteal is back, and i miss my black girl since shes been off in nyc. i miss kelsey, even if i did see her last saturday, but she lives a block away, and i dont see her very much. i miss justin cause the last time i saw him was may, and thats too long ago. and i miss everyone who i havent seen this summer on a constant basic.
so, i think my fish is blind. i think it feels the food when it drops in the water, and hears me when i shake the bottle to tell it that its feeding time, but everything the pellets are right it front of him/her/it, it misses completely. also it doesnt follow my finger anymore. so i have a blind fish.
i don’t think i know anyone totally blind. or totally deaf. just hard of hearing, or one eye is better than the other..most of the people i’ve met have all their senses somewhat working.
i wonder sometimes how it would feel to be completely blind. or deaf. or both, if you wanna go helen keller status. or which one would i rather be stuck with. eyes, you can see art, dance, where youre going. ears,you can hear music, people’s voices. with ears, you probably wouldnt be as superficial as those with 20/20. with eyes, you can be the best observer.
either way, i would want to be born with blindness or deafness, if i had them. i wouldn’t feel as deprived. like, all of a sudden waking up, and all you hear or see is dark.
so, i feel blessed to have my senses. see, hear, taste, touch, smell.
too bad for my fishy.
