by: kteezy.

kp was funfunfun. small though, cuz most of the usual big schools werent really there. but, we still had the most spirit. no one compared to us. my funcilitaor group was aweeesome. 25!! haha. we always combined with some other random group to play a game or whatever. workshops were sick too. the first one was the this is what college will be like with the seniors and juniors. interesting. haha. the second, me and kelsey were the only ones signed up for that workshop! haha. but its was cool to talk to 4 ucsd people about whats to come and stuff. third workshop was about how to make change, and how hip hop specifically can do that. well, maybe i wont start rapping or anything, but it did want me to do something about things i was unhappy about. the speakers at kp were like, really cool aunties. ferreal. haha. the spirit contest was wack of course, but i guess that’s kp’s way. talest showcase was good too, aloooot of music. but sall good. yay papia for busting out with the dances!! the the babymaking/dance. haha wasnt much of anything. i remeber me nd nikita and kelsey were saying how we wre too old for this, haha how getting cinnamon was all back in the old days. hahah. deng, can you say senior citizen? haha. but yeah, since there werent many people, it was just weird. for me anyway. then, tahts the end of my last high school conference in high school. it was fun, riding with nikita going90 miles an hour at 7 in the morning on the 5, seeing a billion ryan cancino lok alikes, chillen with bosia at lunch, sticking with katie in 25, yelling hype beast with andrew and mindy, bubbles, and talking to nicole about random stuff, and getting hollered at by the cancino look alike. hahah.
well anyways, ive beeng studying for econ almost the whole day, and still do not understand certain aspects of it. i havent written anything for my senior ex paper, and ive been laggin on my scholarship apps. im tired of just waiting for uc apps, and school is very frusterating. also, ive been going through this mode of wanting a valentine, since for the past 17 my valentines have been my parents, but i guess it wuld be nice to have a real one. but, since im not talking to any guy in particular, i think thats a lost cause. oh well. it happens. ill wait for college. haha i found myself looking at the college guys at ucsd yesterday more than the hsc people. haha that should say something about me. hahah. i guess i need a change of scenery and routine. constants are nice. but  a little spice wont hurt.

how more and more lasts are coming faster and faster. last winter concert this week, last kp tomorrow, last winder dance and senior dance production. asb ball, then urinetown, tour. geez. how quick this year is going, and i thought it would take forever to get to the second semester. i guess not. i do want second semester to start, just cuz, new slate. i can chill to an extent, a very slim extent. sooner or later, more acceptances and possible rejections will occur and all of a sudden, i will not be a san diegan anymore. well, location wise. how wierd. possible reason as to why i keep myself busy every minute of the day, espeecially now. golly gumdrop, i have to fit everything ive lost or havent done in these few months i have an an official high school student. worth the exhaustion and sacrifice? one can hope.