by: kteezy.

so if you know me well enough, you know that i have bad luck with guys. i always get stuck in four situations:

1) the “almost, but not quite” scenario. very popular with my life. like, you get close to them, but then it goes down the drain in a split second. many times my fault, which sucks but whatever.

2) the “i don’t like you, but you like me” and vise versa scenario. this one gives me alot of guilt since i feel suuuuper bad when i doing like the other person. like, guilt trip to the max. but i mean, i just don’t see certain people in that kind of light.

3) the “my friend likes you, so i can’t talk to you, but i want to” scenario. yeah i get stuck in this one. this one causes more problems for me. but, friends first right?

4) the “im just gunna look at you because you’re cute, but not do anything about it” scenario. haha, this ones just funny. the lunatics and victor know about this one. hahahaha.

so yeah, story of my life. sometimes i think something is seriously wrong with me, but then i think about my past and how things played out, and realize, in kinda glad things worked out how they did, made you and me much happier. althought thre are some situations that i wished never happened, but what can you do.
so, presently, i’ve been kind of hit by a surprise. a good surprise. actually, i get all happy just thinking about it. :] even if it has been a short time and he is quite a ways away and we started talking in an unconventional manner, i dunno. i like it though :] i’m usually a happy person, but this makes me super happy and the lunatics approve so far, so that’s a good sign right? but we’re see how that pans out. will it fall under one of the scenarios? or, be different. im keeping an open mind about this one, and my guard up a little too, kinda contradictory, but nothing makes sense in times like this.